INSOMNIA

Hey blog, it's MAY2013 now.
Suddenly, i felt like blogging again. Nobody will read it but i do. Okay, so.. these days, things are not going too well. Be it school, family, relationship or myself. It just doesn't seemed to be in place. I kept my cool when I'm with anyone and was being my bubbly self. Little do they know that i wasn't really happy.

I tend to neglect people as i was too self-centered that i only cared for myself. Yes, I'm selfish. I don't want to be, at all. I just felt sorry for everything and to everyone or anyone. My selfishness dragged me into being a dick to people. I felt guilty and i tend to think too much that I've got insomnia. How i wish i could sleep right now, but i can't.

Too many things are going through my brain. "Am i doing this right? Am i wrong? Why did i do that? How could i so that? Was it my fault? Was it their fault? What if i lose everything? What if i turned mad?" Yes, just too many things.

My eyes are tired, my whole body is tired, i just want to sleep but i can't. Do i even deserve to sleep? Am i having pms now? Oh gosh, i think I'm really insane now...

Okay, actually I'm just afraid. I'm afraid of everything. I'm not that brave, I'm not strong, I'm not a superwoman. I'm just a girl that's afraid..

I don't think i even know what I'm trying to say. Maybe, I'll blog daily about my thoughts. Just to make me feel a little less burden.

♡
LEVINA

PRAWNING TOMORROW!

HEY GUYS! I'M GOING PRAWNING TOMORROW! I THINK YOU'VE ALREADY GUESS IT FROM THE TITLE BUT HELL YEAH! I DON'T KNOW WHY AM I HIGH RIGHT NOW BUT I THINK IT'S FROM THE LOLLIPOP I ATE. YES, A LOLLIPOP, A HUGE ONE TOO. 

HERE'S A PICTURE OF ME AND THE LOLLIPOP, I'M WEARING MY PJs, DON'T JUDGE. 

Okay the picture quality for the lollipop sucks. I stole it from the net. So yeahh. 

This lollipops are hand-made and I took around 2 hours or more to finish it cause it's really big for me. I even take more than an hour just to finish a normal lollipop we usually eat, really. The flavours for all these lollipops are all original. REALLY TASTYYYY. 

Find out more at : LOLLYPHILE! 

THUMBS UP FOR THEM~ <3

OHOHOH I'M A YTF FAN ARE YOU? I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHH!! \O/

HERE'S VICTOR, JRA AND CHESTER SEE - THE LAZY SONG. 

AND HERE'S RYAN HIGA, KEVJUMBA AND CHESTER SEE - NICE GUY. 

HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THIS UPDATE! I POST ANOTHER LATER! IT'S ALREADY 1AM.
GOOD GIRLS LIKE ME SHOULD SLEEP EARLY~
Okay, who am I kidding?
Goodnight~

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Not everyone suits thick make up, you'll look like a cake with that on and I might eat you. 
-levina

WOW.

Hello readers~ I AM GETTING THE BARCELONA TRAVEL BOOK! 

I didn't even remember when did i order the book and i thought it was already the deadline so nobody can get it! Who knew the person was so kind to order for me! ahhhhh I LOVE WHOEVER YOU ARE!

GOD BLESS YOU. <3 

SO SO SO HAPPY! 

Alright, back to updates. 

Omg, I can't stop smiling to myself. *giggling* 

Went out with my parents today, I kept nagging that i'm very poor and things that i have always gets worn out. 

That goes to my wallet, shoes and clothes. I'm forever losing things and making things spoil *sad face*

We shopped around for wallets and I saw this $100plus wallet which is my type but just looking at the price i can literally pull down my pants on the spot. So we ended up going to bugis and my mummy found a wallet that cost just 10 bucks. She picked what she think it was nice and told me to use it. So i did! Of course i got to use it right? The texture was not bad but it's all stars which i hate the most but i still love it. <3 

Thanks mama~ 

After getting the wallet we shopped for shoes etc etc~ 

Then we came across and shop called 'I <3 Taimei'. A store that sells taiwan snacks + bubble tea. It was not bad and i think it's quite good. :D I realised that they used Taiwan singer's names as the menu for the snacks, something like, Selina, Ella, Hebe, xiao S, da S, Yang chen ling(Ranie yang) and Cai yi ling (Jolin). I thought it was weird but unique because if i kept ordering the food I'll think that the names are food names but not idol names. I think you get what i mean right? Yeah~ 

I bought a winter melon tea with white pearls. :3

I kept following my mum to get chinese herbs and all the essential things needed at home. 

We went to Fu Lu Shou complex to get the herbs and when i stepped into the building, old memories of that place started the flash in my head. I used to go there with my cousins when we were young for chinese tuition. WE ALL HATE IT THERE. I'll always try to make up reason and excuses just to not go. Yes, I am a bad student WAHHAHAHAHAHHHA. *smirk*

I remembered Andrea and I ate chewing gum and we don't know where to throw it so.. we stuck it under the desk in the tuition class. :D 

I used to carry my powerpuff girls bag to the tuition class and put it on the table to show off. IT WAS THE 'IN' THING FOR US KIDS BACK THEN OKAY. huhuh

Prawn noodle was the best over there but when i went to the store, everything changed so is the price. 

It's not a very grand place and not many people shop there but the price of the prawn noodle is like FREAKING 5 BUCKS. HELLO 5 BUCKS I CAN EAT 2 BOWLS OUTSIDE. :/

Ahhh, memories~ <3

Mummy cooked deokbokki when we got home! It was delicous! She added kimchi and some meat into it~ 

love it.

I'M STILL EXCITED FOR MY BARCELONA BOOK!~~ 

AHHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GETTING IT SOON~ WUUHUUU.

ONEW BABEH.

Ending with a picture of me in the fitting room. heh.

Hello there, thanks for reading. You did great! :D

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Do you know the meaning of your name? I know mine. *big grin* Want to know? It means 'Lightning Bolt'.

-levina

Tempting...

Hi everyone~ I'm so tempted to get OnTaeKey's Barcelona travel book. *sad face* 

If you don't know what is it, it's a travel book by Onew, Key and Taemin from SHINee. 

If you're not interested, then...oh well~

Apparently the pre-order for it ended already. ): My mum didn't disagree on me getting that book. Damn it, I should have order it. AHHHHH.

All the pictures inside are so beautiful, my mum even went to Barcelona once. This is so unfair, I want to go there tooooooo! It is really a beautiful place. 

BARCELONA~(not part of the book, just want to show you guys how Barcelona look like. ^^)

I find this picture below really cool! Spain people sure knows how to party~

Now these are some pictures in the book. (below)

I wish i can go to Spain once, it looks so beautiful and serene. 

<3 Words can't describe how I feel about this place, I'm speechless because I'm jealous. ('.')

Alrighty~ end of update. 

BYE.

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Many said I'm selfish and stubborn, I agree to that, I'm not going to deny about it because I know myself better than others. Yes, I can be selfish and stubborn, it's because I got my way of thoughts. But I'm not cranky or someone that have mood swings every 10 minutes, I tend to smile and laugh a lot. What I am trying to say here is, when you meet anyone, don't only look at one perspective, there are more to know about the person. Don't judge too quickly. 

-levina

StarCall.

Hey readers or kpop fans, have you heard of Starcall?? Some of you may know it as a video call from idols and mostly we'll see it on youtube.

Now there's an application on androids and Iphones! 

The official KPOP Real-time video calling application is available and FREE!

CLICK ON THE LINKS BELOW TO GET IT. 

Andriod markets

iTunes

& even a fan page on facebook. 

I've downloaded it and i liked it! 

Here is how it looks like: 

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Select your favourite idol groups, for me i chose SHINee. ^^

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After selecting, this screen will pop up and you can get to see behind the scenes of their video. But for this, the two video clips are introductions from them about StarCall. 

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Hit the sample button and samples of their previous Starcall will appear! They were really cute. And it really feels like you are having a video call with them! Guess what! THERE ARE ENGLISH SUBTITLES TOO!! How awesome is that?!

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Sending a fan mail to them too! Not an ordinary mail but a video mail!

You can video yourself talking to them and sending it to them. I bet they'll receive it and if you're lucky, they might video call you back!

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Leave a comment to them or communicate with other fans around the world!! Amazing huh?

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Tap on facebook and it'll lead you to SMTown's official facebook page and also SHINee's Me2day. 

It'll have the latest news about your idol and if you missed the news you can always look it up on Starcall's app.

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NEWS~ Another corner for fans to look up for news of your idols! 

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Tap on the little phone on the top right corner and it'll have two columns which are Missed and Previous calls. 

Starcall is a real-time app, where when Idols finished their video call with Starcall, you receive almost immediately and see what your idols have to say!

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There are so many things to do on StarCall's app! I just started and i guess there are more interesting things in it. I'll try to figure out!!

Hey KPOP fans, now you don't have to mention your Idols on twitter and hoping for their reply! Now you can just video call them using the Starcall application! What are you fans waiting for! GET IT NOW!! 

Credits to : Starcall.

StarCall 너무 대박이다!! 
짱!!! <3

You are the apple of my eye.

Hello again readers, on the 28 November which was Andrea's birthday~ She's finally 17 ya'll. 

I love her. <3 heheeheh

Okay, on this day I went out with Amecan and we went to Cineleisure to watch 'You are the apple of my eye'.

 It was an NC16 movie and it hilarious and sad at the end. I even cried. OMG.

After the movie, we ate pepper lunch and i burnt my freaking thumb. 

Then, we headed to far east to shop around. I was so eager to get a wallet and we went round and round the mall but i still can't find the wallet i want. As time goes by, almost all the shop were closed and i still don't have a wallet. *sad face*

Here are some pictures we took~~ 

yes, we love taking pictures in the bathroom. :D

My shy face~

My cute pose. V('v')V 

Beautiful Christmas lightings in the city~

Hey horsy~ Wassup~

This is me being short. 

END~~ 

Crazily in love with chocolates. 

-levina